I guess Imma postpone my wasiat to people for awhile. Sorry :p But here's what in my mind now.
I called him up yesterday. Just because. I joked around, telling him I was there, right where he wanted me to be. I thought it was obvious I was kidding around as I was using my mother's phone...Even so, I couldn't help but notice there was a hint of enthusiasm in his voice as he asked me where I really was.
Like there's a pinch of hope that I might just be near. Right there with him like the old times.
At that moment, I just wanted to drop whatever I was doing, and take the next flight there. So I can have him close again ;)
Haih, this is going to be so hard.
I miss you bad.