Thursday 20 October 2011

Sick.

Stop talking bullsh*t boleh tak J?
You're in love with everybody.

Thursday 13 October 2011

Confession.

I'm giving up. However way I see it, we are worlds apart. I could never stand a chance against her. She has everything. Appearance? Check. Money? Check. Willingness to do everything for you? Check. Socially hot? Check. She's the epitome of hot. Almost perfect. Everything anyone could ever wish for.

And me? Im at the exact opposite pole. Im just a girl next door. I don't have much to offer. Just a promise to love you dearly and to always be there for you. But I'm stubborn and headstrong;so I can't even promise that we won't fight. All I do know is that I'm heck happy and comfortable around you and if I may, I want to continue to try hard to make you happy in return.

There. a promise to try.
But yes, I do not have much to offer. So who am I kidding? I'm just wasting my time if I stay here waiting. So I need to give up, no?


Tell me if Im wrong.

Friday 7 October 2011

Bye,

After some time of not contacting each other, I went out w that person before leaving this place.
Upon saying goodbye, he cried.
..
Got a message afterwards;

"I cried because, I actually forgot how happy I am with you. I cried cause of all people over here, I know your absence very well; and even that was when you're still close. I cried because you mean the world to me. I can lie to everyone that I don't love you anymore but I can't lie to myself. I cried because you are special"


I dont know whether to cry or smile.
I'm sorry, I know Ive put you through hell.
And through it all, it is truly a miracle that you still don't hate me.
If only there are thousands more of you..

Trust Issues.

Ayat nak manis je selalu
..
MCM TAHI. :)
no I don't trust 'em words anymore.

Monday 3 October 2011

Adoyai.

Dear Mr Friendly that said hye to everybody :p,

IMMA MISS YOU SO SO BAD.
Each time you're around,
can't deny, I'm at my happiest. :)

So tell me theres a part of you that'll miss me too.


xx,
Ciya

HAHAHAHAH

CALCULUS OVER! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

one more paper to go :) which is 5 days away.
Still..

CALCULUS OVER! AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

lol. ooh and it's amazing how being able to answer one calculus question can make you feel
oh-so-awesome and so so pandai :p
trust me, I felt like albert einstein. hahaha

though the paper wasn't easy. it was OK. fair. :)

oh well, most of the people I know are having their last paper today. And heading straight home
Hm.


So well, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I know its not confirmed yet, but lets say Im going to fast track,
means this is the last time Imma see you peeps for a long time.

Gonna miss everything despite it all :') Hope to see everyone soon.

oh well,
BUT IM SO HAPPY CALCULUS IS OVER. IM FREE.
HAR HAR HAR.

Feel like kissing everybody.
FREE KISS ANYONE? :D