The Bad guy.

Why is it that it's always always okay if someone does a mistake

But.

When I do the same mistake, it's likeTHE WORST POSSIBLE MISTAKE ANYONE COULD EVER DO AND IT AUTOMATICALLY DEFINES ME AS A CARELESS, BAD, SILLY GIRL.


..its not fair.

Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen

My personal opinion?


1. Well, I don't think the problem is what Savani said. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Malaysia is a diplomatic country after all.


2 If you considered yourself as this educated spokesperson , you should listen first to what she has to say, and answer in the proper way, there are manners in answering questions too you know?

3. You are there to shed a light on the issue. To explain . Not to win an argument by raising your voice and giving nonsence answers. IF she is wrong, help her understand. In what way do you thing humiliating will help? This was beyond obvious that you were so anxious in defending your ego and debating for the sake of well..winning.

Listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen

My personal opinion?


1. Well, I don't think the problem is what Savani said. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Malaysia is a diplomatic country after all.


2 If you considered yourself as this educated spokesperson , you should listen first to what she has to say, and answer in the proper way, there are manners in answering questions too you know?

3. You are there to shed a light on the issue. To explain . Not to win an argument by raising your voice and giving nonsence answers. IF she is wrong, help her understand. In what way do you thing humiliating will help? This was beyond obvious that you were so anxious in defending your ego and debating for the sake of well..winning.

Love or Obsessed

First and foremost, there are a few things I need to made clear :

1. This is just personal opinion , please read w an open mind.
2. I am not referring to anyone particular but it is based on personal experienceS,  so there you go.
3. Sorry in advance, incase :p


Now let me get this out..
*inhales deeply*

I COULD NEVER COMPREHEND GUYS WHO REFUSE TO PICK UP PHONES WHEN THEY'RE W THEIR RESPECTIVE GIRLFRIENDS.

Now, Now,

There is a thin line that separates between respecting your gf- table ethics (no phone during dinner and stuffs? ) and being purely scared that she'll throw tantrums over a silly phone call.

One example : 

Me  : *calling*

Him : *rejectcall*

Thousands of hours later...

Him : Hey Ciya sorry what's up? Sorry I was with my girlfriend. I can't pick up or she'll be mad .

REALITY CHECK

DUDE, IT'S NOT LIKE I'D GO "hey honeyboo smoochykins cuppycakes gumdrops I mish you shooo". -.-

GOD, I just need to call and see whether you can email and scan me the letter that was passed to you so I can get my job done freakin ealier. (In the case whereby the guy is a collegue )

Of course the letter thing could be any other case but you see my point ??? Of course I'd call you due to a specific reason and the specific reason could be really important . -,-

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another example :

Him : HI CIYA HOW ARE YOUUU?  LAMA TAK DENGAR CERITA.

Me  : *not replying due to busy-ness*

Him : -15minuteslater- Hey Ciya please please please don't contact me over the next few hours cause I'm  going out w my girl. She'd kill me! 

Me :  ?? :S *wasnt even planning to reply and still not replying *

Him : Ciyaa? REPLY PLEASE. TAU TAU TAU do not contact me .

Me : *starting to get annoyed but still not replying *

Him : *call ciya to no avail*. CIYA WHERE ARE YOU ? PLEASE REPLY THIS IS IMPORTANT. i need to know that you understand. 

REALITY CHECK

OH MY GAWD. shut up already. I wasn't and still not planning on contacting you pun ? :S Still your reason is so so annoying! hahaha 

Note to guys : THAT IS NOT LOVE. That is plain .... I don't know. Unnecessary. If you are really planning on sticking to what your girlfriend wants , then for real, stop any contact whatsoever with any female species whatsoever. If you feel that is impossible, TALK TO HER ABOUT IT. Don't do it behind her back and struggles to hide it infront of her. That's just plain..messed up. You are allowed to talk to female ya know ? Talking is not cheating. ESPECIALLY when it's work 0,0

Note of girls : Can you please stop being so clingy ? Are you planning on being like this forever and ever ? You do realize it's impossible to stop him from meeting the opposite sex yea ? Don't you rather know who he's working and being frieends with rather than having him to constantly hide it from you ? COME ON. It's not loyalty when you cage him . It's loyalty when you let him be free and trust he'll stay .

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Forever Alone Grannies

Assalamu'alaikum to Muslims,
and Good Day to everyone else!


So this is how my normal day in class looks like :

Notice one thing? no? Let me help : NO ONE WANTS TO SIT IN THE SAME ROW AS I AM.

Ahah not sure whether I smell bad or I'm incredibly annoying. But the 5 rows on the right side of the class are always full to the last chair and yet they still struggle to find a place there. It's always empty on the leftside of the class - where I sit. Or at most 10 persons. Despite the fact that I do come early before most people. HAHA. Still can't understand why -.-

Went to eat at Amin Thai Just now 

TADAAAA! (ignore syahir's unhappy face)

I got to say, went to this place once before with family and the service was SUPER SLOW!. SNAIL-SLOW! SLOW SLOW! When the food reached us, it was almost midnight :S 

And not to mention the fact that the food was a bit so-so. BIGGEST disappointed for HOURS of wait.

Explains why sangat serik nak makan situ lagi boleh tak -.-

BUTTTT..

Syahir insisted on eating there td, still couldn't figure out why he loves that place so much. Decided I might just give it another chance. And to my surprise, a Good surprise, the service was okay! And the food..

SCRUMPTIOUS

The daging merah was heavenly, the meats were tender and soft. Kailan ikan masin had just the right amount of masinness. Telur bungkus lived to the expectations. Got to say I was beyond satisfied :)

What a good change for Amin Thai! Thumbs up to the cook and workers! Will definitely go there again for the daging merah. Hehe

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And while eating, played around w the fatbooth and Agebooth on my android. Hehe these apps are priceless! Here are some photos of people I've changed to become years older or pounds heavier :p

Hi!, Comel x SaYeWz? hIkhIK. :P

 Say hello to grandpa Aye (syahir) ! Can't deny the fact that even after changing his photo to look 

like a granddad, he still look pretty..well, jambu :p You makan jamu ke apa ni? haha

 My one and only, sis-in law, grandma pah! Macam exactly rupa your mother. :p

                                       LIN!                                                      AKMAL!

HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE COMEL GILA SEMUA :p

AND HELLO AGAIN.

HI! 

It's been well over a year since I last blog. :S How time flies!  Im such a bad blogger aren't I?

I don't have a particular excuse for this. Maybe I was so busy w life, maybe my life's boring or maybe..I've been holding everything inside all this while , not being able to express them out . Either way, I've stopped blogging. 

BUT HERE I AM.

Suddenly all inspired to write another entry ,

A pointless one, I must say. But tengok Lisa Surihani blog comel comel in "Istanbul Aku Datang", can't help but wonder if I can sound that adorable in my blog. ehem. 

ALSOO, I just finished this book

Got some extra time on my hands and decided to stay in and read yesterday. The book gave me so many mixed feelings I can't desccribe. Even the tag line "If you could hold on to just one memory, what would it be?"  oh what could it be? hmm..

So well theres a part of this story where Abby (the lead) decided to make a treasure chest in her laptop. Treasuring all the memorable memories she collected day to day by recording them in written form, videos, and photos. Since I dont have that kind of treasure chest in my laptop, can't help but wonder if I could use my blog for that purpose? :) hm hm.

But really, if you know youre losing your memories, which one of them that you will fight for to let it stay in your mind? Share w me if you dont mind :)

Anyways, still have a lot of work to do! Student life -.-
So more updates soon?
Ihope :)


Salam and Good day,
Ciya.

Shed a tear.

I guess Imma postpone my wasiat to people for awhile. Sorry :p But here's what in my mind now.


I called him up yesterday. Just because. I joked around, telling him I was there, right where he wanted me to be. I thought it was obvious I was kidding around as I was using my mother's phone...Even so, I couldn't help but notice there was a hint of enthusiasm in his voice as he asked me where I really was.

Like there's a pinch of hope that I might just be near. Right there with him like the old times.

At that moment, I just wanted to drop whatever I was doing, and take the next flight there. So I can have him close again ;)

Haih, this is going to be so hard.

I miss you bad.
xx,
Ciya,